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oh my god like this is my first time
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oh hopefully i'm nervous she look
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i'm like it's a lot of pressure in here
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but um this first song is a song for
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flowry everybody know say yes
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okay so since I'm nervous can I get some
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help on the hook yeah yes ma'am
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you have made that a partility
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we could take that step to see
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if this is really going to be
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all you got to do is say yes all you got
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don't deny what you feel let me address
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you babe open up your mind and just I'm
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about to let you know you make me so
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all you got to do is see
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don't deny what you feel let me trust
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you babe open up your just press i'm
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about to let you know you make me so so
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you make me so so so so
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love you has taken time
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but I always knew you could be mine
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says it's going to be made tonight
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tonight all you got to do is say yes all
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you got to do is say yes let's go don't
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deny what you feel let me undress you
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open up just rest i'm about to let you
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know you make me so so so
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you make me so so so so
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you make me so so so so so
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clap it up for yourselves yes
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did I do that i only want your
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so this next song that I have for you
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guys it's a single that I just put out
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it's a little bit more upbeat still kind
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of R&B Miss Ma'am okay if that's okay
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with you it's called Crossfaded have we
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let me get some i'm cross faded oh I
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miss you thinking about your shorty call
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me call me if you horny talking
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to me i know you get annoying heard that
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you going to Florida fly me out if you
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enjoy me doing drugs and drugs and I'm
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your body know you saw me talking and
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I want to touch it's all attack i
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how much you want me so I can't be your
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how much you want me so I can't even
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come on y'all act like you sexy in the
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club and dance act like you sexy in the
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think I want to talk to you
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call you while I'm out yeah I'm on you
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you on me you know you my baby you my
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only know you want to console me
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stop acting like you do not love me call
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me drunk homies you so attractive i know
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so this time how I know
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how much you want me so I can't even
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how much you want me so I can't even
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do I have any lovers in house yeah okay
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what's your social media if people want
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to follow you right now oh my social
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media is the original Nollie N A L I
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Okay in case you're interested okay we
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are but um this next song is called Hold
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Me Clothe and yeah I hope I hope you sit
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next to your loved ones so you can hold
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them close but if not just hold each
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other hand it's fine that's cool and
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even if you don't know the person hold a
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hand not over your hand i don't know you
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find your lover right here right have
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the be karaoke night sway in the morning
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get it finally good with myself
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and good with you too
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you never had this much peace with me
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i want to chase that oops
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we fall in love all over again yeah i
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i can't contain these feels
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every time you give me a kiss
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I feel safe in your arms again
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i shut my eyes and dream
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that you really are the enemy
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i hope we see beyond our dreams
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hold me real close hold me real close i
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hope you know I hope you hold me real
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close hold me real close i hope you know
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I love you hold me real close hold me
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real close i hope you know i hope you
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hold me real close hold me real close i
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hope you know I love you
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thank you guys wow i really appreciate
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y'all for even inviting me thank you
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Sirius come on okay you're amazing i did
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good you did excellent show her some
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love thank you Mom the reason why I
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respect the the greats the Barry Whites
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the Lionel Richies the Stevie Wonders um
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Prince Luther Vanos so many of these
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artists wrote their own songs you know
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and what happens is that people may not
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always come out and watch you perform
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but the fact that you could go to sleep
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at night and your music is playing
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somewhere you making money while you
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sleep hey listen keep writing those
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songs you never know so you could be
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writing a song that's that's going to
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work 10 years from now or 5 years from
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now um but just keep writing and I
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encourage everybody to do that it
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doesn't necessarily have to be in form
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song but your dreams your ideas your
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plans the things that you want to do
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write it down it is power in writing so
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write those dreams and visions down that
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God give you thank you yeah I will
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yeah there since we're talking about
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song lyrics there's a lyric in the song
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RIP I wanted to ask you about oh my god
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the hook the hook talks about you being
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treated like a crackhead and not wanting
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that treatment anymore right yeah yeah
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uh what kind of treatment have you seen
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crackheads receive in your day
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you know they treated like fiends like h
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I don't I don't the the feeling that I
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was really trying to get to is like just
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feeling bad about you know something you
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struggle with i mean I know her drugs
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for me but you know it's still it's
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still a negative feeling when somebody
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that you care about makes you feel like
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Yeah like you you're they know you
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always got to come back around yeah like
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you can't beat this and you doing too
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much and you're like a fiend or it's
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like it's like brother chill damn it
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sound like that happened yesterday
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it's still on your heart no it's a real
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feeling though i feel like I always run
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into people that like don't smoke and I
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smoke from time to time you in LA who
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smoking here make some noise
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you with family yeah i was like I be
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made to feel a little bad about that
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like I be doing too much but And you
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made a song about it i did cuz it was it
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was weighing on my heart that's what's
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up man did that help to break the habit
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like actually writing and experiencing
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the catharsism of creating a song no oh
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it did the opposite did it intensify no
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I actually did slow down i slowed down
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but um it it wasn't cuz I wrote the song
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it was really just cuz I was like "All
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right girl chill." But um yeah no no it
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it did let me feel better knowing that a
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lot of people did relate though mhm like
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just hearing like "Girl you wrote
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exactly like what I was feeling and what
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I've been going through." I was like
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"Period there you go that's what it's
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about." My my aunties in the crowd and I
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I just remember growing up in the 70s
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auntie was y'all smoking weed back then
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never mind Rob ignore that question
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we started in the 70s right we started
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in the 70s started in the 70s we started
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in ancient times what are you talking
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about ancient Kimmit they was smoking
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weed they used to call it cha all right
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nickelback all right nollie just had a
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transformation you went through that I
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thought was really uh very powerful and
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and you shared it with the world she had
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I once had locks in my hair so people
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always remind remember remember me from
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having 17 years of lock auntie you
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remember my uh her sister my auntie
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Cella rest in power was uh a devout
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roster and so my locks were rooted in
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spirituality not aesthetics but it did
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have me looking good nllie how you put
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that in there i thought that was in your
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bio you read that in the bio okay but
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you you recently let yours go what and
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you showed the whole process of how you
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unwinded your locks and what was that
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um I think you know changing your hair
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especially for a woman is always just
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like a release of like energy especially
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in lock locks you hold a lot of energy
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and I was just I just I was thinking
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about it for a few weeks and um I was
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like you know if I if I keep thinking
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about this I'm just going to do it and
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it just felt like a a a freedom thing
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like I was free from whatever energy
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that my hair was holding
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and part of me doing it myself was to
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feel free but also this girl was talking
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about she charging 550 base price
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listen I was like girl I'm I'm going to
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see why but it did take 10 hours so I
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was like okay okay I get it but yeah it
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was definitely a free feeling i feel
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lighter not only in my head but like
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just in my body and spiritually
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emotionally all of that do you feel like
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when you perform that you're perceived
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differently or received differently
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depending on what your hair looks like
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oh my god yes i've gotten I feel like I
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feel like before people were like "Oh
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she's pretty she's pretty." But now it's
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like "Oh my god I didn't know i didn't
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know you." Like "Oh my god." I feel like
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I'm getting more attention cuz my hair
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is out which is kind of like
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It's I don't know it's a weird feeling
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it's like kind of feel a little a little
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but you know that's just how it goes i
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guess looks is a thing so it's your it's
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your aura is the thing that's what's
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alluring to people you have a beautiful
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aura please give this one young woman a
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round of applause give it up for Nali
