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right man that voice right there one of
0:01
the most powerful voices in the culture
0:03
today you know it one of the most honest
0:05
and most transparent most vulnerable
0:07
people I know in my life today my
0:09
brother come on man he's coming off
0:11
fresh from yes was it this weekend it
0:14
was yesterday it was yesterday he was in
0:16
Baltimore doing something really special
0:18
but before we get into that man I want
0:19
to welcome him for his monthly residency
0:23
come on man we got the one and only
0:25
freeway is with us right now give it up
0:27
freeway appreciate yall man appreciate
0:30
feeling healthier with freeway yes sir
0:33
come on man how you been healthier you
0:36
I'm good man one day at a time man one
0:38
day at a time I want to start off on a
0:40
um on a really bright note man Baltimore
0:43
Drew Dre druitt Hill Park Baltimore yes
0:46
sir yesterday is where all of this took
0:48
place talk to the people what happened
0:50
and salute to the people of Baltimore
0:51
that came out salute to Baltimore uh
0:53
shout out shout out to shut up Les's
0:55
ride uh it's an organization that
0:57
reached out to me the year after my
1:00
daughter passed away and they've been
1:01
coming to Philly for uh two years in a
1:03
row and we've been doing cancer rides
1:05
not only for my daughter but for
1:06
everybody that's been battling cancer or
1:09
lost a Lov one of cancer and it's
1:11
basically a three-wheel Community people
1:13
with three-wheel bikes and yesterday man
1:15
we took over the city of Baltimore it
1:17
was so amazing I got a sitation from the
1:19
city oh wow uh we pulled up to John
1:22
Hopkins where I got the transplant at
1:24
with like 180 bikes it was crazy did
1:27
they know y'all were coming or they
1:28
thought y'all was about to no they
1:30
didn't know we was coming when we pulled
1:32
up they came outside but then when they
1:33
told them it was me and what was going
1:35
on and it was all love wow did you get
1:37
to see any the people that work with you
1:39
when you was in John Hopkins no cuz we
1:40
was like in and out we just pulled up
1:42
like we were just hitting the city and
1:43
hitting different spots in the city you
1:45
know and showing the people love what
1:46
what is that man how does that make you
1:48
feel though man knowing you at the
1:49
nucleus of all this it's beautiful man
1:51
it was a lot of it was a few people out
1:53
there that was uh sharing their
1:55
testimonies like people that beat cancer
1:57
people that was going through cancer and
2:00
it's just amazing to be there for them
2:02
and to be able to come together for a
2:03
good cause it was beautiful man you're
2:05
you're a walking good cause man give it
2:07
up to my man freeway because it's so I'm
2:11
grinding before that I was in LA I went
2:14
that flu I performed at a voter
2:16
registration uh event in Philly on
2:18
Wednesday then I flew to La Thursday
2:21
Friday I had a event I stood on the
2:23
board of a organ procurement company
2:25
called one Legacy and we had an event
2:28
and I sat on a panel on the top topic
2:30
was Nar narratives with a purpose so I
2:34
was telling my story and what I've been
2:36
through and then we had like people it
2:37
was is this lady that uh wrote the uh
2:41
script for uh Three Rivers which was a
2:43
uh a series about transplantation and it
2:46
was a few other people that's in the
2:47
film industry and they were sharing
2:49
their stories and their um you know
2:52
battles with with uh Oregon
2:53
transplantation you know so it's amazing
2:56
thing and we come together and it's it's
2:58
just beautiful man to see different
3:00
people from different walks of life all
3:01
coming together for one thing man I I
3:03
love it you introducing conversations
3:05
that are everyday you know challenges
3:08
that people have to face but we rarely
3:10
get a chance to talk about and and I I
3:13
commend you so much because you know we
3:15
lost another Legend uh the super
3:18
producer DJ Clark Kent recently he's
3:20
amazing brother man why you man you were
3:23
were you ever in the St you were in the
3:24
studio with him right come on stop Clark
3:26
K always showed me love man he he always
3:29
gave me the utmost love he is an amazing
3:31
human being man and a lot of people
3:33
that's close to him that I know are
3:35
really affected by his passing man did
3:38
you cuz Clark was so interest you know
3:40
early in Jay career you know um in you
3:43
know Junior Mafia uh you know Mariah
3:47
Carey uh I got the list of different
3:49
people were you ever did you did y'all
3:51
work together ever we uh my man set free
3:56
uh that runs the compound he's like like
3:58
my brother like we we real close we got
4:00
the same name and uh you know he's a
4:03
Christian I'm a Muslim but we we both
4:05
love God and we both you know share that
4:08
and that's my brother so he had a
4:10
birthday party last year and it was like
4:12
me beans it was Kiss I think uh Jim
4:15
Jones was in there Dave East came
4:17
through there and Clark Kent DJ it was
4:20
man DJ Clark Kent he he shared some
4:22
footage from that with me when clerk
4:24
passed away man rest in peace you know
4:26
um I brought that up because we we've
4:30
and well not even forc life just be
4:32
happening and we've been dealing with a
4:34
lot of people we've been losing in
4:36
transition and I always noticed that you
4:38
celebrate every year annually it's been
4:41
three years since Harmony passed right M
4:44
um his daughter Harmony and uh four
4:46
years since Jihad passed right yes sir
4:49
and um his son and um God bless him and
4:53
made they rest in power first and
4:55
foremost let's give them that and let's
4:58
God bless you because you're showing us
5:01
how to cope in real time and I Know It
5:03
Ain't Easy and I know there's no one
5:05
particular formula it's definitely not
5:07
easy my daughter passed away October
5:10
23rd which was a few days ago and the
5:13
day that my son passed away is today
5:16
it's today four years today four years
5:18
today man like it was rough just getting
5:21
up to come here you know uh it's the the
5:27
one of the main things that helps me
5:28
through is my understanding and that you
5:31
know everything was written and like you
5:33
know God don't make no mistakes so I I
5:37
lean on that and I lean on my
5:38
relationship with God but even with
5:41
those things in place it's still
5:43
difficult of course like you know I I
5:47
to a place especially with my son I I I
5:51
be feeling like I failed him like as his
5:53
father sometimes like you know when this
5:55
is it's rough man like you know I
5:58
remember the last time
6:00
he seen me then like you know you think
6:03
about the last time you seen somebody
6:05
but you don't think about the last time
6:07
somebody seen you the last time he seen
6:08
me we was at my house and he left my
6:11
house I seen him in the hospital I you
6:13
know I seen him at a Gaza you know we
6:15
buried him I seen him but the last time
6:17
he he seen me was it for him like you
6:20
know and it's so much so many things
6:23
that went unsaid and like you know it's
6:25
rough what what well let's do this man I
6:29
would if you don't mind I would love to
6:31
hear some of the things you would have
6:32
loved to say to him man you know if you
6:34
want to um and then also I want to see
6:37
if you're able to do that if not you
6:39
know but I think it'll help folks I I
6:42
wanted to see if we could tap into your
6:45
coping mechanisms and how other people
6:48
who are dealing with loss or dealing
6:51
with some type of tragedy or you know
6:54
how it could help them in their coping
6:55
mechanism most definitely okay so
6:57
definitely if it's people out there like
7:00
myself who just need direction or just
7:04
need comfort in how to cope with a loss
7:06
mhm right call us up man we got freeway
7:10
up here uh Mike's here Tracy here we're
7:16
3345 that's the new segment freeway has
7:19
a residency here on shade45 as we
7:21
celebrate 20 years of
7:23
shade45 you part of that sir you part of
7:27
that look at how we've matured shout out
7:29
shout out to Eminem and and you know all
7:32
his accolades and what he was able to
7:34
accomplish I remember when he first
7:35
started this radio station now was like
7:38
a household like you know I mean radio
7:40
station man worldwide Global so
7:42
worldwide it's where you come home to
7:44
you know it's that it's that hip hop
7:46
bunker it's the Hub you know you go do a
7:49
lot of other stuff but come on home yes
7:52
if you now and then you got to get home
7:53
get some of that home cooking um we're
7:55
celebrating today if you don't mind me
7:57
saying it's freeway um um Harmony his
8:01
beautiful daughter I got a chance to
8:03
really have conversations with and tell
8:05
her I'm her uncle uh she transitioned
8:08
three years ago and and his son Jad who
8:11
transitioned four years ago to this day
8:14
you know and freeway has been kind
8:16
enough in this segment 54 today today
8:19
504 504 p.m. p.m. yeah yeah and the the
8:24
crazy thing is you know osino from State
8:26
Property M his son the day my son died
8:30
was his son's funeral I we was at his
8:33
son funeral and then I went to the
8:35
hospital later on that day and my my son
8:40
away that's crazy yeah do you talk to
8:44
him still what do you said to your son
8:46
man I pray for him I pray for him like
8:51
um I talk to God for him cuz he can't do
8:54
it anymore you know so I do a lot of
8:57
that you know I do a lot of
9:02
uh every like the pen has been lifted
9:05
and the ink has been dry
9:07
so even though it's rough I can't really
9:13
over what I couldn't say to him and like
9:15
you know uh what what didn't take place
9:18
yeah you know but I love him you know
9:21
that was little free like you know he
9:23
wanted to be just like me man and it it
9:27
hurts it hurts bro yeah it's not easy
9:30
you know what would you say fre and
9:33
thank you so much for being with us
9:34
today for being such a man of service
9:37
even with the heaviness that weighs on
9:39
this date for those who want to be
9:43
supportive of their loved ones of family
9:46
of friends who are dealing with such a
9:49
great loss um what are some words or
9:54
actions that you have experienced to be
9:57
helpful for you during this process a
9:59
good question uh my personal opinion is
10:03
it depends on the person okay you know
10:06
because you may want to you
10:09
know Assist a person and help a person
10:12
the way that you think they should be
10:13
helped and they might not want that you
10:16
know they might want that sometimes
10:18
sometimes I want that sometimes I don't
10:20
sometimes I just want to be by myself
10:21
sometimes I just want to sit there and
10:25
you know you know it it's it's difficult
10:28
and you can't can't judge it like you
10:30
know it's it's not consistent like you
10:32
know I might feel like that today but I
10:33
might not feel like that tomorrow
10:35
tomorrow I might want everybody around
10:36
me and need everybody to be there for me
10:39
and sometimes I might I might need to be
10:41
by myself so you got to
10:44
like it it it it it depends on the
10:47
person and you got to really be
10:49
sensitive to their needs if you really
10:52
want to help them and be there for them
10:54
yes we we have folks on the phone line
10:57
and and and maybe you know I I feel like
10:59
Collective grief is better than
11:01
individual griefing yeah most definitely
11:03
you know and so when you can have people
11:05
together with you I think it makes a
11:06
difference I'm gonna put Dan on from
11:08
California on the line real quick Dan
11:10
welcome to the show Dan Dan hey Dan D
11:12
Dan hey how you guys doing excellent
11:15
brother how about yourself you know what
11:17
I'm on top of the world man I can't tell
11:19
you how much I appreciate y'all take
11:20
taking my call hey um this is uh this is
11:23
actually for free so my uh my brother
11:27
took his life see if I can get through
11:28
this my brother took his life in October
11:30
of 2020 actually October 25th and um wow
11:34
that's so I got to tell you man like I
11:36
uh I really struggled with a lot of
11:39
family stuff dynamics that were going on
11:41
I wasn't able to be a part of Burying my
11:43
brother my dad and I had beef and so I
11:45
end up having to have a separate thing
11:47
and and I I was dealing with a lot of
11:48
pain a lot of frustration a lot of anger
11:50
towards God not it's God's Fault by any
11:52
stretch iMagic B but we just blame those
11:54
that we can't see right so I uh I made a
11:59
one day I started writing on Instagram
12:01
every day and asking my brother a
12:03
question about heaven and so what it
12:04
forced me to do was I thought about my
12:07
brother in a positive light every single
12:09
day and I would just post these things
12:10
on Instagram I I'm not anybody famous
12:12
nobody really knows me right but it was
12:14
it was people that were dealing with
12:16
life and had felt pain and had lost and
12:19
they started asking me questions to ask
12:21
my brother in a sense that it was in
12:23
there simple questions like right like
12:25
who's your favorite angel are you in
12:26
love in heaven can you be married in
12:28
heaven who's your best friend what's it
12:29
like to sit down talk to Malcolm X
12:31
things like that that truly matter who's
12:33
the most interesting person you've met
12:34
in heaven my friend I've never I've
12:37
never lost a child I have I'm a father
12:39
of two back my oldest daughter's uh
12:42
birthday is today she's 15 um I've lost
12:44
nephews to cancer and some other things
12:47
Brie I can't I don't know you you don't
12:48
know me man I appreciate you fam I app I
12:51
am sorry for yours you and I don't know
12:53
each other um we'll never meet I'm a fan
12:55
of yours um but I want you to know man I
12:58
I uh I can begin to Fathom the amount of
13:00
pain that you're going through but as
13:02
Brave as you are today and what you're
13:04
doing on sway with Tracy G and all them
13:06
like I mean this is fam right there's a
13:08
lot of people who listen to this show
13:09
and you're going to share a lot of
13:11
you're going to share your pain and your
13:13
sorrow but how you've gotten through
13:14
this with a lot of people I guarantee
13:15
you are crying listening to this right
13:17
now so I commend you keep pressing keep
13:20
speaking truth wow and um God bless you
13:23
guys thank you bro and I commend you for
13:25
sharing your story also broam God bless
13:27
you stay strong the amazing human being
13:30
brother you a super citizen man SW the
13:32
morning we appreciate you appreciate
13:34
thank you man thank you man we got Terry
13:36
on the line um Terry H oh hold up yeah
13:42
there you go Terry how's it going man
13:43
hey T uh hey what's up everybody how's
13:46
everybody doing today shut up yep yep um
13:51
I just wanted to go along the lines of
13:53
what what homie was just saying on the
13:54
phone and that like just being able to
13:56
talk about it like we were talking you
13:58
guys was talking about like coping
13:59
mechanisms and whatnot and I think the
14:02
the best thing to do is talk about it
14:04
because you don't want to get to that
14:05
point where it's like months go by weeks
14:07
go whatever years go by you're like oh
14:09
what the last time I actually spoke
14:10
about this you know you can talk you can
14:11
think about it reflect on it all that
14:13
but what you're doing right now coming
14:14
out and talking and verbalizing things
14:17
it just makes the world's difference
14:18
because I find it like the the the
14:20
smaller that the intervals are between
14:22
when I last spoke about like people like
14:24
my grandpa and and people that have lost
14:26
in my life friends family whatever it is
14:28
when intervals get a little bit smaller
14:31
it becomes a little bit easier to deal
14:33
with the next time I speak about it you
14:34
know exactly that's true even though my
14:37
children out here they're still a part
14:39
of my life I pray for them every day I
14:40
think about them every day like you know
14:42
I have conversations with my family
14:45
about them I laugh I laugh about them I
14:48
cry about them so they're they're going
14:50
to be a part of me until I'm where they
14:53
at yeah I appreciate what you guys are
14:56
doing and yeah once again like my
14:58
condolences to everybody not like
15:00
everybody that ever lost a love wonder
15:03
that they thought was important hey man
15:05
we appreciate your call there Terry you
15:07
all right with me man you super citizen
15:08
brother super citizen Donnie's on the
15:11
line Donnie where you calling from
15:12
what's up big Don hold up man hold up
15:14
Donnie hold up Don oh oh jez Donnie
15:19
where you calling from hey Donnie I'm
15:21
calling from Atlanta the a
15:24
ATL yes sir yes sir born and raised um I
15:28
just wanted to say uh freeway um big fan
15:31
and uh you actually said more than you
15:33
realize you already said because you're
15:35
dealing with it by even saying um that
15:38
you know God didn't make mistakes and
15:40
you know that you know that that
15:43
everything happened for a reason because
15:44
that's accepting it see I've never
15:46
accepted when my I lost my um uncle and
15:49
I actually just got back from his
15:50
funeral and I realized accepting it is
15:53
uh just the clarity like I say now man I
15:56
used to be full of myself I knew your
15:58
number and I never even called and now I
15:59
can't call anymore so you you you're
16:03
you're way further ahead in the grieving
16:06
process than a lot of people are and
16:07
that is why we need each other so we can
16:09
learn how to grieve there's no wrong way
16:11
you know most definitely y I ain't
16:14
saying nothing wrong brother and and the
16:16
reason why I'm able to be like that is
16:18
because I had a relationship with God
16:20
since I was young and you know the
16:22
little understanding I have allows me to
16:26
you know sit in the space
16:29
hey hey Donnie uh thanks for your call
16:31
Brother you a super citizen man morning
16:34
thank you here man these lines are
16:36
lighting up free yeah um relatable we
16:39
all go through it these lines are
16:40
lighting up um so do you plan to do
16:44
anything to celebrate them or celebrate
16:47
your Sund to day yeah we I'mma uh get
16:50
family uh I got a I got to go back to
16:53
Baltimore after this because I got to do
16:55
a event with the um I I gave the what is
16:59
it the uh what is it the violators DJs
17:02
they having their conference in in uh
17:05
Baltimore so I gave them my word that I
17:08
was going to come back so I'm going go
17:09
back and take care of that and then uh
17:12
tomorrow me and my family going to go
17:13
visit them and you know uh and probably
17:18
together violator DJ shout out to Chris
17:21
Lighty you know another one that we lost
17:24
yeah shout out to Chris Lighty rest in
17:26
peace absolutely we'll take one more
17:28
call Angelina is on the line hold up
17:30
Angelina let me get to you one second
17:32
talking about hold up man hold up hold
17:34
up okay uh gez I'm trying to learn how
17:39
to code with these phones all right here
17:42
ahead hi Angelina good morning how y'all
17:46
doing hey Tracy gy Mama good morning
17:49
freeway everybody El in the building
17:51
freeway first I want to say yeah my
17:53
defense condol on your laws for your son
17:57
your daughter I gota keep it real from
18:00
Philly I love your music thank you um
18:03
the reason why I'm calling I lost my mom
18:07
was seven I'll be 47 years old in
18:12
February um my brother was murdered in
18:15
phly 18 years ago lost my ground and one
18:20
thing I learned with dealing with so
18:21
much loss and like you said just having
18:24
that relationship with God no matter if
18:26
you're a Christian a Muslim
18:29
who whatever you worship just having at
18:32
time and one thing I do I buy a cards
18:35
and I put I write it to my mom my
18:38
brother my grandmother especially on
18:40
their birthdays and the anniversary of
18:42
their death and whatever that last thing
18:45
that I wanted to say to them I write in
18:47
that card and I put into a scripture of
18:50
the Bible that one day I need to go read
18:53
and I um I've been doing it my mom
18:55
passed away 38 years I've been doing it
18:57
for about 20 years now
18:59
I just got a separate Bible that I just
19:01
used for those that I lost that I
19:03
dedicate that to so that can be an
19:06
encouragement to somebody that might be
19:08
listening yeah that's beautiful like you
19:10
know what works for you whatever works
19:13
for you what you know whatever gives you
19:15
comfort you know long as it's not going
19:17
against God like you know whatever it is
19:20
that gives you comfort you know we
19:22
should try our best to
19:24
do yes I totally agree with you but you
19:27
stay strong my good brother keep doing
19:29
what you do for theity I mean you you
19:33
you on fire I don't really live in phly
19:35
I live in Lancaster now but I still T
19:38
believe my family still there and I I
19:40
see the big things that you're doing
19:42
keep do you do for that City for up keep
19:45
your head up you know like they say
19:47
better days is coming we will see our L
19:50
ones again if we you know we want to get
19:52
where they is so we got to do what we
19:54
need to do to get where they is so with
19:56
that being said sway Tracy
19:59
everybody else in the building freeway
20:01
y'all have a blessed day thank
20:04
youel God bless you I love so much every
20:07
time I call I just say I just y'all
20:09
encourage me so much wow thank you y
20:12
just enjoy this beautiful day and just
20:14
thank you for um letting me get my words
20:16
out I really appreciate all y'all oh it
20:19
was beautiful Angeline hey you encourage
20:21
us you know right you you just gave us
20:24
some energy right there Angelina uh you
20:26
keep going you a super citizen okay
20:28
morning all right freeway you are thank
20:31
you you are you know I I feel I feel
20:35
confident in saying that you you're
20:37
doing some of the most important work in
20:39
our culture right now thank you bro with
20:41
all the chaos that's going on and all
20:44
the derogatory headlines and storylines
20:48
and narratives Court you know all these
20:50
different things we're saying I I
20:52
commend you brother you bringing light
20:54
every single day and I see the work like
20:56
if you look at freeways Instagram you
20:59
wonder when does he sleep dude get some
21:02
sleep I listen last night right I told
21:04
you I was at the we had the cancer rod
21:06
and Jeezy was in town so I W up pulling
21:08
up on him performing last night I ain't
21:12
I probably got to sleep probably like
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two three and then I had to leave like
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5:30 in the morning to get down here man
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we appreciate it man it's all about the
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grind though like you know and that's
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one of my cop me mechanisms like staying
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busy really helps me like moving around
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like when I'm sitting
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still sometimes you know those thoughts
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affect me but when I'm moving around and
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I'm constantly in the mix and I'm doing
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something positive it really works out
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for me speaking of that on I'mma Be in
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uh Charlotte North Carolina on the 16th
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I'mma Be at the bear woman in government
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2024 leadership and Innovation Summit
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wow and I'm going be speaking on the
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panel the hidden healthc care
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crisis uh acting early detect treatment
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for chronic kidney disease like what
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happened to me was I crashed on dialysis
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soon as I went to the soon as I went to
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the hospital I immediately had to get
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put on dialysis CU I wasn't taking care
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of myself I wasn't keeping up with my
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routine physicals so we trying to
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encourage people to get tested early and
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we're trying to encourage the Health
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Care system to man to mandate that you
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know like how we have all these other
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tests that we need to get they need the
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Mandate that people get tested for their
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kidneys so uh through through a
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partnership with that's what we working
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towards too and that's on the 16th
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you're going to be out there yep in
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Charlotte North Carolina Charlotte North
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Carolina man anytime man call up here to
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let us know where you going to be at
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free your work is important we want to
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make sure as many people as possible can
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hear it and and you could we could
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continue this conversation with freeway
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directly all you got to do is hit them
22:45
on his social media my Instagram is @
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Philly freeway my uh my ex is Philly
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freezer and my Facebook is Philly
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freeway there it is man I love you
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brother thank you for sharing with us I
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I love your kids I'm their Uncle I'll be
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praying for them today as well appr man
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absolutely we'll celebrate them as well
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and thank y'all for allowing me to have
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this platform you know yeah it's yours
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freeway in the morning appreciate y got